this's my personal blog. the reason is that alot of things had happened for the past few days and i can't tell anyone unless they can be trusted. first of all, i hope i get your trust by keeping this a secret. i really hope you can keep this promise and ur trust means alot to me. thanks!
for the past few days, i couldn't blog or even use computer as i had to consol my mom. my dad is in trouble once again and this time it's getting even worse. at first i tot it's going to be over. but it's not true, my dad did that again. my mom was utterly devestated when she knew that. right now, we have no choice but to move hse again. yesterday my mom was crying over the phone during a conversation with my dad when i came back from my lessons. she was discussing with my dad abt stuffs on moving out. i've lived in this hse for the past 9 years and in a few days' time, i'll have to leave this place for at least a year or so. i'm going to miss the sound of the LRT train driving past my hse every few mins. i'm going to miss the crying of my neighbour's baby boy. my mom was crying and asking me whether is there any solution besides moving out. i said the best choice is to move out otherwise all of us will be affected. when i saw the state that my mom is facing now, i also wanted to cry. i can't believe i've to face all this and i'm not sure whether i'm brave enough to go through this crisis or not. i feel that my future is not shining anymore. God, why are you so cruel? Why do you have to do this to my family and I? Why????
