last sat i had a chalet cum bbq with my beloved 4S2 at downtown east. shanshan and i met at CCK mrt station at ard 11 before we took mrt all the way from CCK to pasir ris which in total 20 over stops. by the time we reached pasir ris, it was almost 12. as both of us dont really know the way to downtown east, shanshan decided to ask the ppl in the control station. the uncle was so rude to us, he stares at us as though we had never come to singapore before and says,' go straight back and take a bus.' at first we wanted to walk to downtown east but the weather was super duper hot! so we took bus 3 but we forgot which stop to drop. so in the end we miss a stop and had to walk backwards under the hot weather. by the time we tried to figure where the chalet was, it was almost 1. we put down our stuffs and walked all the way to the other side of the place to the game arcade to find our classmates.
we walked all the way to escape theme park where my nightmare began. we bought our funkeys before we entered. then we went and had a go at one of the rides which shanshan claims to be scary. we only can go for certain rides as there was a power failure. then shanshan wanted to play the go kart rides. so we went and line up. at first i tot it was very easy to control the car. but when it was my turn, i suddenly realised it was totally not true! so my nightmare began here, at first i couldnt go up the slope as i didnt press onto the gas pedal. then when the guy came and asked me to press onto the gas pedal so that i can move. i pressed hard on it and the car finally moved. the car was moving at such a fast speed that i suddenly couldnt control it. then i crashed onto the side track. that was juz a minor crash. then followed by another crash when i was about to go up the slope again. this time i got hit badly. then i tried to go down the slope, i hit once more. this very last time, the impact was so bloody hard that my specs fell off. and i got lots of blue black all over my legs. i requested to stop the nightmare even though i still have another ride to go. but i already had a taste of my worst nightmare ever!! i swear to myself that i'll never ever go for these kind of rides ever again in my life!! when i got down the car, everyone's eyes was on me. i was so paiseh!! anyway shanshan said that everyone's eyes was already on me since the first time i crashed. sigh!! i've already made a fool of myself!! anyway after the horrendous ride, shanshan and i went to burger king to buy drinks. after that we went to scare ourselves at the haunted house. at first i thought it was not very scary and both of us can finish it. finally we went in with a family of 4. the father of the family was an indian while the mother was a chinese so of cuz their 2 kids are mixed blood. anyway when we entered, i realised that it's very scary. we were walking in complete darkness! then i realised there was a monster walking beside me. i got a shock and i accidentally stepped on someone's foot. i screamed lyk there's no tomorrow! then throughout the whole journey, we fastened our pace so that we can get out of this hse as soon as possible. fortunately we managed to get out of the haunted hse without getting ourselves dead from shock. after that shanshan wanted to play the games in the tent. so i accompanied her to play. then i realised something amiss! i shall not say what's that but i got it from the nightmare that i had juz now. after that i was quite reluctant to play anymore. so after a while i suggested that we go back to the chalet and rest as the weather was so hot. on our way back, we refunded our funkies and went to macs to buy hot fudge sundae for me and fillet o fish burger for shanshan. when we reached the chalet, there was no one inside. pamela was off to church for prayers while jessica had went cycling with the others in pasir ris park. so both of us ended up sitting outside the chalet hoping desperately for the key to the door. evon and jiayi came back from white sands and we thought that they had the key but they didn't. so all 4 of us sat outside the chalet waiting for someone to save us. finally after one hour, lingfang called evon to ask someone to go to the gate and get the key from her.
i shall fast forward abit, we spent the time helping out with the food. i help to spread garlic onto the bread while shan and lingfang helped to peel the prawns and marinate them. the bbq finally starts at ard 6. some of the ppl went and set the fire while the rest went and prepare water bombs. the bbq slowly started. the main highlights began when miss goh and her bf, sherman arrived. miss goh brought her marcononi salad which was delicious! then miss azlin and mrs heng came together. mrs heng was sick again. she had been falling sick on and off. the sotongs decided to go home at ard 9.30 as shanshan's dad had arrived. huiqi and joyceline actually wanted pamela's parents to fetch them but pamela said that her dad might be angry with her for asking so many ppl. i find that her parents are very stingy compared to shanshan's parents who sent all 3 of us right till our doorsteps. we went and took class photos with mrs heng, miss goh and miss azlin. then the class began to play "who eat the watermelon with their mouth fastest" game. it was so hilarious!! one of the partner had to use the spoon using her mouth to scoop the watermelon flesh and put it into her partner's mouth. everyone began to cheat and use their hands to scoop up the flesh. when the game ended, jeannette and andrea won and the rest of them had to face punishment of course! i didnt see what kind of punishment they had to face but shanshan told me that it was water bombs.
anyway shall sign off now. cya next time!

today is the 2nd last prelim paper. tmr i'll be freed! i have to write this real fast as i'm supposed to be getting ready to go for my amaths tuition at hougang. i feel lyk skipping it but i fear that my mom will find out. anyway i'm not planning to revise for my math cuz i tink that i've done enough, there's nothing you can do if the paper is difficult. anyway today's biology practical was a disaster. i didnt study the plants chapter where you need to know the differences between lower epidermis and upper epidermis. how the world will I noe? anyway i spent 1/2 hr rotting away so were the rest of my classmates in the bio lab. everyone was waiting for the time to come so that we can get the hell out of the lab. the practical is mainly abt theory part where you really have to know theory from the textbook.
anyway tmr i'll be going to National Library with the sotongs. the last time when we went out together was also to the National Library. it've been a long time since i last read a nora roberts book. after going to library, we were planning to go to bugis junction to do some shopping. i need to get shoes for career seminar. i dont dare to wear my mom's high heels cuz i scare that i will sprain my ankle and fall. i remembered two years ago i wore heels, i sprained my right ankle. by now, both my ankles were being sprained before so i really hope i wont get so unlucky. after going to bugis junction, we are going to huiqi's father shop to look at the mp3 players which i wants to buy. however i dont think i'll have the chance to get one cuz i predict my prelims result wont be very good enough to persuade my mom to get one for me. haix!
anyway have to sign off now, it's late, still have to bathe before i rushed for my tuition. cya!

today is the 3rd last paper that i'm taking before prelims finally end. i had science physics paper 2 @ 10. i met peiting @ bukit gombak mrt @ 0845. we met shanshan @ jurong east mrt @ 0900. so by the time we reached jurong, we were very early. so both of us decided to jurong east macs to buy breakfast. by the time we ran back to the mrt, we were 5 mins late. shanshan looked pissed when we tried to explain. anyway forget it, it's over. jessie took the same train as us. so coincidence! went to 7-eleven cuz shanshan was hungry and wanted to get something to munch. coincidence again, we met lydia, evon and jiayi! so in the end all of us walked to skool together. by the time we reached the skool, it was 0945. so we had to run all the way to the mpr to put our bags. but when we entered the mpr, we find that everyone was still doing their last min revision.
anyway the paper turned out alright even though i tink i got some qns wrong le. but who's care? i dont even noe if i still can go to JC for first 3 mths judging by the kind of results i'm predicting. sigh! i've read other's blogs and most of them said that they won't be able to go for their first 3 mths' JC. i tink i'm on the same boat as them. Lydia: let's go and do part-time jobs together during the first 3 mths, okie?
i can't wait for prelims to come cuz there's a class bbq on fri!!! i can't wait for it to come! i've never attend a class gathering before. i really hope that the sotong clique will be able to go especially shanshan. she kept on saying that she need family bonding with her beloved family as it've been a LONG time since she last went shopping with her family. anyway i tink she'll go since huiqi and i are going. just now huiqi and i were chatting in msn. she told me that she going to wear something which going to surprise everyone on that day. so watch out! :D actually i already know what she's wearing but i can't damage the surprise that huiqi is going to give. anyway shall sign off now! cya!

i had geog and amaths prelims papers today. these are the 2 of the last papers of the week. i juz have to tahan for 4 more days and i'll be FREED!! YIPPEE!! anyway before i can enjoy myself, i still have to revise on my chem, physics, bio. practical and emaths paper 2! in other words i still have 5 more papers to finish before i can be freed!
today's geog paper is not very difficult as i feared before. miss tan told peiting, shanshan and i that she will mixed 2 topics in one qns. but in the end, she didn't even mix 2 topics in one. she's a big fat liar! i still spend my time memorizing points from tourism and environment when i could have spend my time memorising more toughly on development. after that experience with miss tan, i dont really lyk her as much as i used to. yesterday when i was having sci. chem/physics practical, she was one of the invigilator, the other was mrs heng. after the practical, she was chatting with mr tan tze yong and i happened to overhear what she said cause i was walking past them. miss tan was saying,'Yeah! it's over le, finally can go home!' in a very sweet tone. you can imagine i almost can faint right on the spot.
anyway during recess after geog paper, the sotongs forgot the time when we had to assemble back in the hall for the next paper which is amaths. i think we are really sotongs. :) fortunately i managed to saw the door was closing and we hurriedly ran all the way up to the MPR and practically throwing our books and notes onto the floor and ran all the way to the auditorium. by the time we rushed back, everyone was already in their seats waiting to start the paper except US!! miss azlin even gave us a glaring look when we ran into the hall! i'll never be late again. the experience is more than enough to earn me a lesson. i was too breathless after running lyk mad that i was so tensed up when i started the paper. fortunately i managed to calm myself down after the first qns. :) by the time i did the 2nd last qns, it was only 11.30, there's still at least 55 mins for me to finish the last qns. maybe i jump too many qns le. :D the paper was much easier than paper 1. that's my opinion cuz i didn't finish the paper during paper 1.
anyway shall sign off now, i've used the computer for hours. it's time to get down and do some maths qns!

today is emath paper 1. we got a big scolding from mr miranda and ms kathinie for being later for assembly and noisy when all the Sec 4 were assembled in the canteen. i shouldn't have put my bag in the MPR so early cuz i still had to detour back to the MPR to get tissue paper in case i perspire in the air-con auditorium? actually i was very tensed up when i was doing the paper maybe is becuz i'm sitting with the whole sec 4 cohort. it's quite disturbing when people around you had finished their papers or doing the other qns while you are still stuck at the same old qns. so in actual fact i prefer doing exams in the classroom even though it's very hot! anyway i didnt finish the paper. i didnt even do the last qns which is a very simple topic, loci! i'm so pissed off with myself for spending too much time on the qns in the front. i almost wanted to cry out when i handed the paper to the invigilator, mr lim. it's so depressing when the others had done the last qns except you! but afterwards i realised that alot of ppl also couldn't finish the paper as well. so i think maybe the paper is difficult. anyway i have to sign off now as i shld be revising for SS and amaths now.

right now i was supposed to be checking my answers for some amaths prelims papers which i have done from the mlg. but i too addicted to do other things. haix! juz now chatted with pamela who said that she had finished revising for bio. le. i was so shocked. how could anyone had finished revising for bio? i will never be able to finish revising for bio. pamela advised me to look thru the mind maps found inside the bio tb and try to remb them and understand. memorise all the experiments found in the tb before doing the prelims papers. 2 more days before prelims finally start! anyway shall sign off and really get down to real work! cya!

it's less than 1 week before prelims starts. everyone is very stressed up and rushing to finish their last minute revision unlike me who i dont think i have done any serious revision. i havent started on my biology and SS which are 2 major topics which i need to memorise lyk hell. how i wish i can turn back the time and start all over again! i really regret for not starting my revision early enough!
yesterday i went to school for geog consultation @ 9 and chem lesson which starts at 1.30pm. the geog consultation actually ended at 10.30 but as the 2 other ppl didnt turn for consultation with miss tan so we extended our consultation till 1pm. that period is the most depressing moment of my life in crescent. i showed some of my ans which i did in the exam papers that she lent me and miss tan said that i didnt answer to the qns itself. then when peiting showed miss tan her answer, miss tan praised her for answering what the qns is asking for. miss tan said that shan and peiting can start practising doing the exam papers except ME!! she said i have to study more instead of trying out the exam papers which is no use. i was so hurt when she said that even though i noe that she means good for me. then miss tan brought her prelims papers and let peiting and shan to try out and she wants me to study my geog tb instead while waiting for them to finish doing. i was so depressed at that time. i spent so much time doing those qns and shanshan didnt even do any of those qns and yet she could do those papers which miss tan asked her to. that's not all, when we were having consultation, we were actually sitting beside mrs heng who was having maths consultation with other of my classmates. it's so paiseh when miss tan said that to me and everyone at mrs heng's table heard it. when miss tan finally let me try out one of the schools' exam paper which is monk hill's paper. i ended misunderstood the whole qns. and miss tan even asked peiting to teach me how to answer the qns using PEE. miss tan said that she's too tired to look at my answer anymore. anyway shall not elaborate any further, i juz dont feel lyk seeing miss tan ever again!
after that was chemistry lesson @ AVT. less than half of the class didnt turn up surprisingly including joyceline and hq. both of them didnt turn up for monday's physics lesson as well. dont noe what had happen to them? anyway mrs chia ended the boring lesson at 2.45 instead of 2.30. took 111 with shanshan who was going to Forum to see her physiotherapist with her mom. reached my tuition place at ard 2.30. went to macs to have my lunch. saw so many youngsters are doing their last min revision while listening to music? i dont think macs is a suitable place for ppl to study in. i dont think i'll be able to study with a bunch of friends too as i'll end up talking with them. had amaths tuition till 5.45. went to bukit timah wet market to help my brother buy hokkien mee for me. i waited for 15 mins for the uncle to fry. so irritating!!

i'm right now secretly using my brother's laptop as he's out. i'm very bored at home. all that i'm allowed to do is to study and study more!! life is so boring! there's no colours in my life now as all that i really care is how to finish all my revision before prelims starts. i forever study at the last minute. even though i've attended the motivation course, i'm still my same old lazy self.
anyway this week is school hols but it's not holiday for me as i would have to spend the precious time revising my work lyk mad unlike the others who can spend the time enjoying themselves. for this coming week i would have to go to school on monday, tues and thurs. i got to go for my amaths tuition thrice. in other word, i dont think i'll have time to finish revising my work. what am i supposed to do? urgh!!!

it's had been a long time since i last blog. almost a month ago le. anyway today is one of the most important day to me this year as i'm sitting for english prelim exams. i was very nervous that i'll flunk this exam and i will not be able to go for the 3 months in JC. english is the most important subject in my life as it determines what kind of life i'm going to lead in the future. i think i did quite alright for paper 1 even though i only had 1/2 hr to write my compo as i spent 15 mins thinking of what to write. i only managed to write 1 and 1/2 page long. for paper 2, the paper is a total killer, i almost have no idea how to answer and the place where i sit was so hot that i kept perspiring. i only managed to finished the whole paper on time. i prayed and hoped i will be able to pass my exam.
after the exam, mrs heng and mrs yip treated my class to ICE CREAM!!! it've been a long time since i last ate ice cream. i love ice cream man!!! after that shanshan & i went to the library to wait for mrs yip for biology consultation. actually i don't feel lyk going as i didnt even do any prelim papers for bio. but in the end i still went so as to learn something from the qns being asked. mrs yip was 45 mins late and i almost wanted to go home. luckily i didnt. shanshan asked alot of qns while i only asked a single pathetic qns. peiting kept on asking qns from the tb. finally we finished everything at ard 3. went home together with shanshan and peiting.
i think for the past few days, peiting and shanshan kinda of know who i actually is, my true character. i am one who can easily get agitated at times and i'm straightforward to what peiting had described me as. i'm not sure if other ppl also have the same opinion of me but normally i always tend to put on a mask to cover up my unhappiness. however if my patience runs out, my mask will be torn off and my true character will show. in my true opinion, i think almost everyone put on a mask when they are outside interacting with other ppl and when they got home or when they are alone, they'll put away their masks and show their true colours.
anyway yesterday i watched . i was totally shocked when Kelvin Tan emerged the champion. how could he win? he's a handicapped!! i've always expected kelly will emerge the champion instead. haix!! i should have voted for kelly!! what a pity!!!
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last sat i had a chalet cum bbq with my beloved 4S2 at downtown east. shanshan and i met at CCK mrt station at ard 11 before we took mrt all the way from CCK to pasir ris which in total 20 over stops. by the time we reached pasir ris, it was almost 12. as both of us dont really know the way to downtown east, shanshan decided to ask the ppl in the control station. the uncle was so rude to us, he stares at us as though we had never come to singapore before and says,' go straight back and take a bus.' at first we wanted to walk to downtown east but the weather was super duper hot! so we took bus 3 but we forgot which stop to drop. so in the end we miss a stop and had to walk backwards under the hot weather. by the time we tried to figure where the chalet was, it was almost 1. we put down our stuffs and walked all the way to the other side of the place to the game arcade to find our classmates.
we walked all the way to escape theme park where my nightmare began. we bought our funkeys before we entered. then we went and had a go at one of the rides which shanshan claims to be scary. we only can go for certain rides as there was a power failure. then shanshan wanted to play the go kart rides. so we went and line up. at first i tot it was very easy to control the car. but when it was my turn, i suddenly realised it was totally not true! so my nightmare began here, at first i couldnt go up the slope as i didnt press onto the gas pedal. then when the guy came and asked me to press onto the gas pedal so that i can move. i pressed hard on it and the car finally moved. the car was moving at such a fast speed that i suddenly couldnt control it. then i crashed onto the side track. that was juz a minor crash. then followed by another crash when i was about to go up the slope again. this time i got hit badly. then i tried to go down the slope, i hit once more. this very last time, the impact was so bloody hard that my specs fell off. and i got lots of blue black all over my legs. i requested to stop the nightmare even though i still have another ride to go. but i already had a taste of my worst nightmare ever!! i swear to myself that i'll never ever go for these kind of rides ever again in my life!! when i got down the car, everyone's eyes was on me. i was so paiseh!! anyway shanshan said that everyone's eyes was already on me since the first time i crashed. sigh!! i've already made a fool of myself!! anyway after the horrendous ride, shanshan and i went to burger king to buy drinks. after that we went to scare ourselves at the haunted house. at first i thought it was not very scary and both of us can finish it. finally we went in with a family of 4. the father of the family was an indian while the mother was a chinese so of cuz their 2 kids are mixed blood. anyway when we entered, i realised that it's very scary. we were walking in complete darkness! then i realised there was a monster walking beside me. i got a shock and i accidentally stepped on someone's foot. i screamed lyk there's no tomorrow! then throughout the whole journey, we fastened our pace so that we can get out of this hse as soon as possible. fortunately we managed to get out of the haunted hse without getting ourselves dead from shock. after that shanshan wanted to play the games in the tent. so i accompanied her to play. then i realised something amiss! i shall not say what's that but i got it from the nightmare that i had juz now. after that i was quite reluctant to play anymore. so after a while i suggested that we go back to the chalet and rest as the weather was so hot. on our way back, we refunded our funkies and went to macs to buy hot fudge sundae for me and fillet o fish burger for shanshan. when we reached the chalet, there was no one inside. pamela was off to church for prayers while jessica had went cycling with the others in pasir ris park. so both of us ended up sitting outside the chalet hoping desperately for the key to the door. evon and jiayi came back from white sands and we thought that they had the key but they didn't. so all 4 of us sat outside the chalet waiting for someone to save us. finally after one hour, lingfang called evon to ask someone to go to the gate and get the key from her.
i shall fast forward abit, we spent the time helping out with the food. i help to spread garlic onto the bread while shan and lingfang helped to peel the prawns and marinate them. the bbq finally starts at ard 6. some of the ppl went and set the fire while the rest went and prepare water bombs. the bbq slowly started. the main highlights began when miss goh and her bf, sherman arrived. miss goh brought her marcononi salad which was delicious! then miss azlin and mrs heng came together. mrs heng was sick again. she had been falling sick on and off. the sotongs decided to go home at ard 9.30 as shanshan's dad had arrived. huiqi and joyceline actually wanted pamela's parents to fetch them but pamela said that her dad might be angry with her for asking so many ppl. i find that her parents are very stingy compared to shanshan's parents who sent all 3 of us right till our doorsteps. we went and took class photos with mrs heng, miss goh and miss azlin. then the class began to play "who eat the watermelon with their mouth fastest" game. it was so hilarious!! one of the partner had to use the spoon using her mouth to scoop the watermelon flesh and put it into her partner's mouth. everyone began to cheat and use their hands to scoop up the flesh. when the game ended, jeannette and andrea won and the rest of them had to face punishment of course! i didnt see what kind of punishment they had to face but shanshan told me that it was water bombs.
anyway shall sign off now. cya next time!

today is the 2nd last prelim paper. tmr i'll be freed! i have to write this real fast as i'm supposed to be getting ready to go for my amaths tuition at hougang. i feel lyk skipping it but i fear that my mom will find out. anyway i'm not planning to revise for my math cuz i tink that i've done enough, there's nothing you can do if the paper is difficult. anyway today's biology practical was a disaster. i didnt study the plants chapter where you need to know the differences between lower epidermis and upper epidermis. how the world will I noe? anyway i spent 1/2 hr rotting away so were the rest of my classmates in the bio lab. everyone was waiting for the time to come so that we can get the hell out of the lab. the practical is mainly abt theory part where you really have to know theory from the textbook.
anyway tmr i'll be going to National Library with the sotongs. the last time when we went out together was also to the National Library. it've been a long time since i last read a nora roberts book. after going to library, we were planning to go to bugis junction to do some shopping. i need to get shoes for career seminar. i dont dare to wear my mom's high heels cuz i scare that i will sprain my ankle and fall. i remembered two years ago i wore heels, i sprained my right ankle. by now, both my ankles were being sprained before so i really hope i wont get so unlucky. after going to bugis junction, we are going to huiqi's father shop to look at the mp3 players which i wants to buy. however i dont think i'll have the chance to get one cuz i predict my prelims result wont be very good enough to persuade my mom to get one for me. haix!
anyway have to sign off now, it's late, still have to bathe before i rushed for my tuition. cya!

today is the 3rd last paper that i'm taking before prelims finally end. i had science physics paper 2 @ 10. i met peiting @ bukit gombak mrt @ 0845. we met shanshan @ jurong east mrt @ 0900. so by the time we reached jurong, we were very early. so both of us decided to jurong east macs to buy breakfast. by the time we ran back to the mrt, we were 5 mins late. shanshan looked pissed when we tried to explain. anyway forget it, it's over. jessie took the same train as us. so coincidence! went to 7-eleven cuz shanshan was hungry and wanted to get something to munch. coincidence again, we met lydia, evon and jiayi! so in the end all of us walked to skool together. by the time we reached the skool, it was 0945. so we had to run all the way to the mpr to put our bags. but when we entered the mpr, we find that everyone was still doing their last min revision.
anyway the paper turned out alright even though i tink i got some qns wrong le. but who's care? i dont even noe if i still can go to JC for first 3 mths judging by the kind of results i'm predicting. sigh! i've read other's blogs and most of them said that they won't be able to go for their first 3 mths' JC. i tink i'm on the same boat as them. Lydia: let's go and do part-time jobs together during the first 3 mths, okie?
i can't wait for prelims to come cuz there's a class bbq on fri!!! i can't wait for it to come! i've never attend a class gathering before. i really hope that the sotong clique will be able to go especially shanshan. she kept on saying that she need family bonding with her beloved family as it've been a LONG time since she last went shopping with her family. anyway i tink she'll go since huiqi and i are going. just now huiqi and i were chatting in msn. she told me that she going to wear something which going to surprise everyone on that day. so watch out! :D actually i already know what she's wearing but i can't damage the surprise that huiqi is going to give. anyway shall sign off now! cya!

i had geog and amaths prelims papers today. these are the 2 of the last papers of the week. i juz have to tahan for 4 more days and i'll be FREED!! YIPPEE!! anyway before i can enjoy myself, i still have to revise on my chem, physics, bio. practical and emaths paper 2! in other words i still have 5 more papers to finish before i can be freed!
today's geog paper is not very difficult as i feared before. miss tan told peiting, shanshan and i that she will mixed 2 topics in one qns. but in the end, she didn't even mix 2 topics in one. she's a big fat liar! i still spend my time memorizing points from tourism and environment when i could have spend my time memorising more toughly on development. after that experience with miss tan, i dont really lyk her as much as i used to. yesterday when i was having sci. chem/physics practical, she was one of the invigilator, the other was mrs heng. after the practical, she was chatting with mr tan tze yong and i happened to overhear what she said cause i was walking past them. miss tan was saying,'Yeah! it's over le, finally can go home!' in a very sweet tone. you can imagine i almost can faint right on the spot.
anyway during recess after geog paper, the sotongs forgot the time when we had to assemble back in the hall for the next paper which is amaths. i think we are really sotongs. :) fortunately i managed to saw the door was closing and we hurriedly ran all the way up to the MPR and practically throwing our books and notes onto the floor and ran all the way to the auditorium. by the time we rushed back, everyone was already in their seats waiting to start the paper except US!! miss azlin even gave us a glaring look when we ran into the hall! i'll never be late again. the experience is more than enough to earn me a lesson. i was too breathless after running lyk mad that i was so tensed up when i started the paper. fortunately i managed to calm myself down after the first qns. :) by the time i did the 2nd last qns, it was only 11.30, there's still at least 55 mins for me to finish the last qns. maybe i jump too many qns le. :D the paper was much easier than paper 1. that's my opinion cuz i didn't finish the paper during paper 1.
anyway shall sign off now, i've used the computer for hours. it's time to get down and do some maths qns!

today is emath paper 1. we got a big scolding from mr miranda and ms kathinie for being later for assembly and noisy when all the Sec 4 were assembled in the canteen. i shouldn't have put my bag in the MPR so early cuz i still had to detour back to the MPR to get tissue paper in case i perspire in the air-con auditorium? actually i was very tensed up when i was doing the paper maybe is becuz i'm sitting with the whole sec 4 cohort. it's quite disturbing when people around you had finished their papers or doing the other qns while you are still stuck at the same old qns. so in actual fact i prefer doing exams in the classroom even though it's very hot! anyway i didnt finish the paper. i didnt even do the last qns which is a very simple topic, loci! i'm so pissed off with myself for spending too much time on the qns in the front. i almost wanted to cry out when i handed the paper to the invigilator, mr lim. it's so depressing when the others had done the last qns except you! but afterwards i realised that alot of ppl also couldn't finish the paper as well. so i think maybe the paper is difficult. anyway i have to sign off now as i shld be revising for SS and amaths now.

right now i was supposed to be checking my answers for some amaths prelims papers which i have done from the mlg. but i too addicted to do other things. haix! juz now chatted with pamela who said that she had finished revising for bio. le. i was so shocked. how could anyone had finished revising for bio? i will never be able to finish revising for bio. pamela advised me to look thru the mind maps found inside the bio tb and try to remb them and understand. memorise all the experiments found in the tb before doing the prelims papers. 2 more days before prelims finally start! anyway shall sign off and really get down to real work! cya!

it's less than 1 week before prelims starts. everyone is very stressed up and rushing to finish their last minute revision unlike me who i dont think i have done any serious revision. i havent started on my biology and SS which are 2 major topics which i need to memorise lyk hell. how i wish i can turn back the time and start all over again! i really regret for not starting my revision early enough!
yesterday i went to school for geog consultation @ 9 and chem lesson which starts at 1.30pm. the geog consultation actually ended at 10.30 but as the 2 other ppl didnt turn for consultation with miss tan so we extended our consultation till 1pm. that period is the most depressing moment of my life in crescent. i showed some of my ans which i did in the exam papers that she lent me and miss tan said that i didnt answer to the qns itself. then when peiting showed miss tan her answer, miss tan praised her for answering what the qns is asking for. miss tan said that shan and peiting can start practising doing the exam papers except ME!! she said i have to study more instead of trying out the exam papers which is no use. i was so hurt when she said that even though i noe that she means good for me. then miss tan brought her prelims papers and let peiting and shan to try out and she wants me to study my geog tb instead while waiting for them to finish doing. i was so depressed at that time. i spent so much time doing those qns and shanshan didnt even do any of those qns and yet she could do those papers which miss tan asked her to. that's not all, when we were having consultation, we were actually sitting beside mrs heng who was having maths consultation with other of my classmates. it's so paiseh when miss tan said that to me and everyone at mrs heng's table heard it. when miss tan finally let me try out one of the schools' exam paper which is monk hill's paper. i ended misunderstood the whole qns. and miss tan even asked peiting to teach me how to answer the qns using PEE. miss tan said that she's too tired to look at my answer anymore. anyway shall not elaborate any further, i juz dont feel lyk seeing miss tan ever again!
after that was chemistry lesson @ AVT. less than half of the class didnt turn up surprisingly including joyceline and hq. both of them didnt turn up for monday's physics lesson as well. dont noe what had happen to them? anyway mrs chia ended the boring lesson at 2.45 instead of 2.30. took 111 with shanshan who was going to Forum to see her physiotherapist with her mom. reached my tuition place at ard 2.30. went to macs to have my lunch. saw so many youngsters are doing their last min revision while listening to music? i dont think macs is a suitable place for ppl to study in. i dont think i'll be able to study with a bunch of friends too as i'll end up talking with them. had amaths tuition till 5.45. went to bukit timah wet market to help my brother buy hokkien mee for me. i waited for 15 mins for the uncle to fry. so irritating!!

i'm right now secretly using my brother's laptop as he's out. i'm very bored at home. all that i'm allowed to do is to study and study more!! life is so boring! there's no colours in my life now as all that i really care is how to finish all my revision before prelims starts. i forever study at the last minute. even though i've attended the motivation course, i'm still my same old lazy self.
anyway this week is school hols but it's not holiday for me as i would have to spend the precious time revising my work lyk mad unlike the others who can spend the time enjoying themselves. for this coming week i would have to go to school on monday, tues and thurs. i got to go for my amaths tuition thrice. in other word, i dont think i'll have time to finish revising my work. what am i supposed to do? urgh!!!

it's had been a long time since i last blog. almost a month ago le. anyway today is one of the most important day to me this year as i'm sitting for english prelim exams. i was very nervous that i'll flunk this exam and i will not be able to go for the 3 months in JC. english is the most important subject in my life as it determines what kind of life i'm going to lead in the future. i think i did quite alright for paper 1 even though i only had 1/2 hr to write my compo as i spent 15 mins thinking of what to write. i only managed to write 1 and 1/2 page long. for paper 2, the paper is a total killer, i almost have no idea how to answer and the place where i sit was so hot that i kept perspiring. i only managed to finished the whole paper on time. i prayed and hoped i will be able to pass my exam.
after the exam, mrs heng and mrs yip treated my class to ICE CREAM!!! it've been a long time since i last ate ice cream. i love ice cream man!!! after that shanshan & i went to the library to wait for mrs yip for biology consultation. actually i don't feel lyk going as i didnt even do any prelim papers for bio. but in the end i still went so as to learn something from the qns being asked. mrs yip was 45 mins late and i almost wanted to go home. luckily i didnt. shanshan asked alot of qns while i only asked a single pathetic qns. peiting kept on asking qns from the tb. finally we finished everything at ard 3. went home together with shanshan and peiting.
i think for the past few days, peiting and shanshan kinda of know who i actually is, my true character. i am one who can easily get agitated at times and i'm straightforward to what peiting had described me as. i'm not sure if other ppl also have the same opinion of me but normally i always tend to put on a mask to cover up my unhappiness. however if my patience runs out, my mask will be torn off and my true character will show. in my true opinion, i think almost everyone put on a mask when they are outside interacting with other ppl and when they got home or when they are alone, they'll put away their masks and show their true colours.
anyway yesterday i watched . i was totally shocked when Kelvin Tan emerged the champion. how could he win? he's a handicapped!! i've always expected kelly will emerge the champion instead. haix!! i should have voted for kelly!! what a pity!!!
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