I've been feeling pretty upset with myself for the past few days. I went to receive my LCCI results from SSTC after lessons ytd afternoon. Sad to say, this time round, I didn't make it through. I only have myself to blame for not preparing enough for it before I took the exams in June. I waited for about half an hr before I could get my result slip from the principal. The moment I saw her looking at my results, my heart sank to right to the bottom. SIGH! Seriously I'm not sure whether I should retake the exams in June or not cos I seem to have missed the interest in Accounts now. I don't wish to spend my career life staring at numbers all day long. I'd like to try some new things. But right now, I've nothing in mind. I hope I can make the cut to get into Uni after my poly life otherwise I may have to start working. After collecting my results slip, I went to the cafe at the basement of Park Mall and stoned for more than an hr. At first I really have no idea how am I going to break the news to my mom who always has high hopes in me. How am I going to tell her that I've lost my interest in Accounts? Initially I wanted to join the gals at AMK for desserts but I've lost my appetite after collecting my disastrous results. SORRY GALS, FOR NOT ABLE TO TURN UP! HOPE I CAN MAKE IT THE NEXT TIME ROUND! As the punishment for flunking my exams, I'm barred from using the computer, tv and even the freedom of reading thriller books whenever my mom is around. My mom was super duper upset and pissed with my results and gave me a full 2 hr lecture when I got home. In the meantime, I should focus all my time in my studies and not dwell on all these upsetting matters. CHEER UP, TAN YUE XIN!!! :) (i shall go and hug my panda bear to sleep now!)